No details. All I want to say is, I cannot force myself to someone who does not and cannot appreciate me despite all my efforts. And I cannot compete with the past (What more to be compared to? FOUL!). It'd be a lost battle if pursued, just like digging my own grave.
Also, I've had enough of crappy, shitty excuses.
Need to move on and keep busy. Yes I'm hurting right now, but I don't want to waste my time anymore.
You will just be a waste of my time if ever.